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Learning to Live With Doubtby Kate Lore Date July 15, 2007 |
In
the
Soon everyone
around was honking in concert, so she leaned out the window and waved and
smiled at all those Jesus-loving people. Then another driver started
yelling something and waved one of his fingers in the air, which her kids
told her was the Hawaiian good-luck sign. So she leaned out the window,
smiled, and gave it back. Just then she happened to notice that the light
had changed, so she stepped on the gas, and made it through the
intersection--just before it turned red again.
Her last thoughts were “Praise the Lord for such wonderful
folks!”
Now for a true
story: several Unitarian Universalists down in
These
alternative bumper stickers were really popular for awhile, but I’m
sorry to say that they are no longer being produced.
Our reputation of being the doubting Thomases of the religious
world, however, remains. We do ask a lot more questions than we have
answers for. When it comes to
the deep existential questions about the meaning of life and death, most
of us would have to honk with those who are not sure about the
answers--though we may have some strong beliefs.
You
may have noticed that there is a significant portion in our denomination
who define themselves as agnostic. Perhaps
you are among them. But what
is an agnostic, really?
The
agnostic has many similarities to the atheist but also some important
differences. In 1869 Thomas Huxley, the English biologist and
intellectual, coined the word agnosticism. The word came from the Greek
meaning “the unknowing or unknown.”
In
religious terms it’s the view that we don't know if there's a God or
not. In Huxley's own words, "Agnosticism simply means that
individuals shall not say they know or believe that for which they have no
ground for professing to believe."
Huxley
goes on to explain how he became an agnostic:
“When
I reached intellectual maturity I began to ask myself whether I was an
atheist, a theist or a pantheist, a materialist or an idealist, a
Christian or a Free-thinker. I found that the more I learned and
reflected, the less ready was the answer. The one thing on which most of
these good people agreed was the one thing in which I differed from them.
They were sure they had . . . more or less successfully solved the problem
of existence; while I was quite sure that I had not. Furthermore, I had a
pretty strong conviction that the problem was insoluble . . . So, I . . .
invented what I conceived to be the appropriate title of ‘Agnostic.’
....To my great satisfaction, the term took.”[1]
I
imagine many of you have found yourselves in a similar situation when
confronted by friends, acquaintances or colleagues who were certain they
"knew" the Truth with a capital ‘T.’ You may have reacted as
Huxley did, suspecting that those who proclaim to know the answers to the
riddles of the universe are displaying their ignorance far more flagrantly
than their wisdom.
Over
the years, I’ve noted two different kinds of agnostics . First, there
are casual agnostics who say they simply don't know whether or not God
truly exists. They just don’t have enough personal evidence.
There is the possibility, then, that if they are given adequate
evidence at some future time, then they may well become believers.
Then
there are the strict agnostics, who proclaim that they can't know about the existence of God. That's a big difference.
Whereas causal agnostics believe there is the possibility of their belief in God, strict agnostics say that the
human mind is much too limited to ever have enough evidence to grasp hold
of that indefinable concept. It would be analogous to an ant crawling
across this pulpit trying to comprehend this church or the meaning of this
message.
Both
the casual and strict agnostics agree that doubting has value and that
there is danger in blind faith. Their spirit is captured well with these
words by Sam Harris in his book The
End of Faith: “Religious
faith is the one species of human ignorance that will not admit of even
the possibility of correction; that is still sheltered from
criticism in every corner of our culture . . .In the best case, faith
leaves otherwise well-intentioned people incapable of thinking rationally
about many of their deepest concerns; at worst, (religious faith) is a
continuous source of human violence . . . . “
It
is a continuous source of human violence.
Yes, faith unchecked by doubt can indeed be very dangerous.
And we know this all too well, don’t we?
The most current example is the war in
According
to some who knew and worked with George W. Bush before he became
president, this dogmatism, this unwillingness to alter his beliefs even in
the face of compelling evidence, is relatively new.
Jim Wallis, editor of Sojourner
Magazine, has said that when they first met, Bush was actually very
open and seeking. But since
entering the White House he “has become a messianic American Calvinist
who doesn’t want to hear from anyone who doubts him.”
Wallis goes one to affirm something that the President doesn’t
understand: that religious faith and a reasonably healthy spiritual life can accommodate doubt, and that doubt is an asset rather than a
liability as we strive for wisdom and virtue[2].
The
idea that doubt invariably undermines faith is simply not true, as the
history of religion amply illustrates. The fact is, many of civilizations
most spiritual and influential writings refer to the beneficial role of
doubt .Take, for example, the following passage from the Chinese text, the
Tao Te Ching, written about the 6th century B.C.E:
The
ancient masters didn’t try to educate the people,
But
kindly taught them to not-know.
When
they think that they know the answers, people are
difficult
to guide.
When
they know that they don’t know, people can
Find
their own way[3].
Certitude,
this text suggests, is far more hazardous to a nation or a community than
doubt. And I’m not just
referring to religious doubt. I’m
speaking about a commitment to question
all the accepted truths within our culture. I’m speaking about
always being open to new knowledge and experience.
The
Buddha, for example, took a long, hard look at the world around him and
found that most of what he had been taught, and most people believed,
didn’t make sense. He
developed a unique insight into human psychology and the nature of
suffering and then created a path by which human beings could achieve
insight and inner peace. And
being a true free spirit, the Buddha then rejected the efforts of his
followers to deify him or to treat his teachings as gospel truth.
Instead, he encouraged people to “be lamps unto themselves,” to
evaluate even the Buddha’s sublime teachings in
light of their own experience.
Stephen
Batchelor describes Buddhism as a “deep agnosticism.”
It refuses to draw conclusions not based on evidence.
It is neither atheistic
nor theistic; does not take a position for or against an
afterlife, because none of these assertions can be proved.
Rather, Buddhism is founded on a passionate recognition that we do
not know.[4]
That
struggle to question and doubt is certainly not an easy one. It's a skill
that's difficult to learn and often requires the pain of breaking away.
Those who dare to doubt are often forced to leave behind old institutions,
friends, and even family members in their search for truth. Anyone
here ever been penalized for doubting?
I sure have! In fact, I
have a whole slew of Baptist relatives who are sure that I’m going to
hell for my doubts. And
you should have seen them in at the turn of the new millennium! They were
certain that the world was about to witness the second coming of Christ.
Oh, how they begged and pleaded with me to join them in their
remote cabin in the
Although
I hated to make them fret, I declined their invitation.
And, as you know, nothing happened when the new millennium dawned.
No Armageddon, no Second Coming, no Y2K disasters, nothing.
I try to imagine how they responded to the profound absence of
drama as they huddled in the safety of their cabin in the New Year.
Surely they must have been disappointed.
I suppose they eventually came to peace with their error by saying
something faithful, such as: “Well, you know that God does work in
mysterious ways and it is not our place to question Him.”
I actually don’t know what they thought or said
because we’ve never discussed religion since—which, in this case, is a
very good thing!
Yes,
there are many people in this society who do not understand why we must
question, why we must doubt. And often we are called heretics for doing
so. But the reality is that
many of the greatest minds and hearts the world has ever known have been
given the negative label of heretic--simply because they dared to doubt
the currently held “truths.” But this may be a good time to remind you
that the word "heretic" comes from Greek, and it literally means
"able to choose."
I
like this definition. It puts
a much more positive spin on the word. Heretics, then, are different from
others in that they are able to make their own choices---instead of having
decisions made for them. They use their freedom to forge their theology
and their fate. They listen to
their own inner voice and to take the less-traveled path when necessary.
To
doubt, then, is not simply to dissent. It is to be a creator, a person who
dares to create relationships with the world around them -- and who dares
at the same time to be an individual who accepts the responsibility of
their freedom.
That
is why many of us end up in this church. Every religion and every church
has a different vision of what truth is and how it should be lived out.
Our vision of truth is different--not so much in what
we believe as in how we believe.
We believe
that truth is not static and still. Truth is not monopolized by any one
religion, holy book, or messiah. Instead, truth is continually revealing
itself in every moment of time, in every living being, and in every breath
we take. We fling open the doors and windows to truth so that we may be
sustained by its eternal power. Eventually we learn that we don’t have
to have all the answers in order to live the questions into being.
So go ahead
and honk if you’re not sure. Honk again if you love life anyway!
Blessed
be.
[1] New Statesman Magazine, http://www.newstatesman.com/199910180041[
[2]
Faith Works: Lessons from the Life of an Activist Preacher, Jim
Wallis, pg 181, Published
2000,
Council Oak Books
[3]
Tao Te Ching by Lao Tse, translated by Stephen Mitchell, Chapter 65,
1999
Frances Lincoln Ltd Press
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