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WHEN
WILL EASTER COME? The
Reverend Rick Davis April
4, 2010
Since the beginning of February I’ve been gazing out my office window
at the indomitable daffodils shoots growing out of the fertile soil in front
of our memorial garden soil. I
never doubted that they would grow and blossom, just as will our children, who
planted them back in November. Daffodils
are among the first flowers to announce the coming of spring, and I love to
see them, much like the poet Wordsworth who once saw a few million of them
swaying in the breeze by a lake and wrote:
“And then my heart with pleasure fills/ And dances with the
daffodils.”
The coming of Easter, however, is another matter.
According to ancient testimony it started sprouting out of the soil,
making its earthly appearance, about two thousand years ago in faraway
According to traditional Christian theology Easter came in full blossom
with Jesus’ bodily resurrection and humankind’s role is to believe in this
ancient miracle and admire the miraculous blossom at second hand through the
eyes of faith. That doesn’t work
for me, nor I suspect, for most of you in this Unitarian Universalist setting.
To be blunt, I don’t believe in the literal, bodily resurrection of
Jesus. Does this make me a
heretic? Yes, I guess it does,
which is why I have found my spiritual home here, where “heretic” (which
simply means “to choose”) is not a term of derision but a badge of honor.
Does that mean I think that Easter is this grand hoax, perpetrated upon
credulous people? Does it have any
real bearing on our lives, even those who don’t consider themselves
Christians? Here’s
my perspective.
When Jesus died on the cross it completely devastated his followers’
expectations. Just a few
days earlier he had made a triumphal entry into Such
thinking is not unknown to us. A
similar theocratic vision is alive and well today – we see it among those
who claim that the USA is a “Christian nation,” who want monuments
displaying the Ten Commandments in Government buildings, and prayer in public
schools, who stamp biblical citations on the gun sights used by our military
in Muslim nations, who aim to abrogate the separation of Church and state, who
dream of a time when Jesus will rule on earth, as promised in the book of the
Revelation of John (a book that barely made it into the Christian Scripture
and is more often than not, grossly misinterpreted by vengeful biblical
literalists.)
That Jesus’ followers actually imagined that he was going to rule as
a powerful earthly monarch speaks to how dull witted they could be.
They just didn’t get it. After
all his teaching, preaching and compassionate ministry, they still didn’t
get understand that he wasn’t seeking power and control.
Nor, do those today, who yearn for I
need to be careful about sounding so morally superior here, though.
I’m not immune to a yearning for the good guys to be in control;
it’s just that I have a different take on who the oppressors and the
good guys are – for me the oppressors are not secular humanists and liberal
elites or big government or the United Nations, but rather multi-national
corporate kleptomaniacs and their ilk whose economic might invariably subverts
true democracy and the common good. So
it’s not hard for me to imagine how it must have felt for Jesus’ followers
– for as long as anyone can
remember the oppressors have been in unjust, ungodly control.
Yet, now, finally!, complete triumph is at hand.
It’s payback time! God
almighty is putting his guy in command. Now
the good guys will be in control and there can be true justice and mercy and
also – an added bonus - the bad
guys will get a taste of their own medicine.
That’s
what they expected. Yet, instead
of a triumph in Can
you begin to imagine how Jesus must have felt up there on the cross, nailed
between two common criminals with the mob that had cheered him a few days
earlier now jeering and mocking him? It’s
an instructive spiritual exercise to try.
Forget for a moment the excruciating physical pain and imagine your
psychological reaction to such cruelty and betrayal.
When
people intentionally hurt me it’s overwhelming.
If I can get past my utter shock and fear I experience pure rage toward
those who have hurt, shamed and humiliated me, which in this case would be the
Romans, Herod Antipas, their puppet on the throne, and the Sanhedrin (the
priestly plutocrats who had such a sweet financial thing going at the Temple
in Jerusalem which Jesus had threatened when he turned over the tables of the
money lenders there.) Don’t
you feel outrage when injustice is done – when the rich and the powerful and
the elites run roughshod over the poor and the powerless and you know and they
know that they will get away with it? The
crucifixion was intentionally cruel so that it would strike fear in the hearts
of any who might get any big ideas about challenging the existing order.
On
the other hand, I would not feel rage at my disciples but rather heartbreaking
disappointment. “You called me
“Master,” you said you would follow me to the ends of the earth, and said
you loved me and would never betray or desert me.
I thought you were my very best friends in the world, yet when the time
came for you to prove your love and friendship you scurried like rats leaving
a sinking ship. What a
disappointment you turned out to be. Wasted
the best years of my life with you.”
In
sum, I honestly imagine that hanging on a cross would not be my finest hour
but my whiniest and most self pitying. Jesus
was human, too, and he said something very human at that most forsaken moment
in his short life – “My God, My God. Why
have you forsaken me?” (quoting
Psalm 22) But then, as he looked
down upon that ugly scene of cruelty and cowardice he said some words, which,
according to the usual psychological response of human emotions, do not make
any sense at all. He said,
“Forgive them, God, they know not what they do.” “Excuse
me Jesus,” I want to argue – “they knew exactly what they were doing –
the Romans, the Sanhedrin, the disciples.
They were adults – they need to take responsibility for their cruelty
and greed and cowardice.” And
yes, perhaps they do, but then I
take an honest look at my own life and consider human nature in general.
When we act out of spite, malice, cruelty, greed, cowardice we tend to
construct a self justifying narrative to excuse our behavior.
Or we abdicate free will and become mere cogs in vast political,
economic, religious and societal systems of dehumanization – just obedient
soldiers, workers, followers who follow the orders of those higher in the
order. Which
is to say, Jesus was right. If you
are spiritually aware – that is, if your heart and your head are both fully
engaged and you have an awareness of our essential interconnectedness – the
Buddhist Master Thich Nhat Hanh calls it “interbeing” – you will NOT do
hateful and hurtful things. Why?
Because your realize that your neighbor is yourself, that we are all part and
parcel of one great sacred reality.
Yet if you aren’t truly aware, fully conscious, you won’t know what
you’re doing. Certainly, the
ones who tried and convicted and crucified and betrayed and deserted Jesus
didn’t know what they were doing. If
they had, they wouldn’t have done it. Yet
Jesus was aware of their lack of awareness – of how they lived in realms of
fear, ignorance, bigotry, hatred, greed. And
seeing this, he knew not to take it personally; he transcended the emotional
reactivity that keeps us trapped in cycles of hatred and vengeance.
With his clear spiritual vision he had compassion for those who did him
harm, even in his hour of greatest travail.
And that is why Jesus issued that universal proclamation of forgiveness
on the cross and in his ministry: “forgive them, they know not what they
do.” “Love your enemies.” Five
centuries before Jesus the Buddha had the same spiritual insight and issued
the same proclamation in But
do you really want to do that? It’s
easy to love our friends and people who think like us and the poor and the
neglected ones. But do we want to
relinquish ALL of our anger and hatred and ill will?
There are some folks in the world who are doing a lot of harm in my
opinion and it’s hard not to harbor ill will toward our modern day versions
of the Romans and Sanhedrins – the rich, powerful, brutal, greedy forces
that inflict so much harm. (Note:
letting go of ill will does not mean ceasing to oppose injustice – Gandhi
showed us you can do that work free of ill will for the oppressor) Perhaps
Jesus’ disciples had a hard time letting go of their ill will.
After the crucifixion of their beloved teacher they must have been
filled with shame and anger and a profound sorrow beyond words.
But then, sometime after the brutal shock of his crucifixion waned,
they began to see a light beyond the thick clouds of sorrow and despair – a
light that grew brighter and burned away those clouds like a noonday sun
dissipating a mere morning fog. They
felt that they experienced the presence of Jesus.
It’s easier to imagine that they experienced the same spirit of a
universal, unconquerable love that animated Jesus – so of course they would
think it was him. Indeed, it
was such a spiritual jolt that they interpreted it as a literal resurrection
of their teacher. This was
not an original idea – the myth of the resurrected God was an established
part of the ancient mythic landscape – so it was perfectly natural that the
disciples and early Christians would clothe their profound spiritual
experience in such a well known myth – it helped to explain a reality beyond
their understanding. After
all, myths are not lies but representational clues to transcendent truths.
Speaking of the resurrection as a myth is not to disparage it but to
exalt it. Few
who study the early Christian history would contest that there was a
resurrection of the Love that animated Jesus in the hearts of his disciples.
Such a resurrection could only occur after Jesus was gone because as
long as he was among them they looked to him rather than within themselves.
Once he was gone, his followers and their followers discovered the same
sacred spiritual source within themselves and they discovered a joy and love
and a peace that passes understanding. That
same force, that unconquerable love, lies within you.
It may be hard to believe because so many of us have had lives filled
with too much hurt, heartbreak and humiliation.
Yet beyond the dark clouds of doubt and despair, there is a light
within you. Whether you and I
choose to take the journey of faith and hope to discover that light is up to
us. But if you can see beyond
experience it you will be transformed by it and your love will transform your
corner of the world. Easter will
be here for you. And when enough
of us see it, a sublime love that transcends hate, fear, greed, cruelty will
shine for all.
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